Beto wrote,"One day, as I was driving home from work, I noticed two children crossing
the street," O'Rourke wrote. "They were happy, happy to be free from their troubles ...This
happiness was mine by right. I had earned it in my dreams." Beto's sick fantasy continues, "As I
neared the young ones, I put all my weight on my right foot, keeping the accelerator pedal on the
floor until I heard the crashing of the two children on the hood, and then the sharp cry of pain
from one of the two," O'Rourke continued. "I was so fascinated for a moment, that when after I
had stopped my vehicle, I just sat in a daze, sweet visions filling my head."